My Ben prepare...

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

There's a place in your heart and I know that it is love and this place could be much brighter than tomorrow and if you really try you'll find there's no need to cry in this place you'll feel there's no hurt or sorrow there are ways to get there if you care enough for the living make a little space make a better place ... heal the world make it a better place for you and for me and the entire human race there are people dying if you care enough for the living make it a better place for you and for me if you want to know why there's love that cannot lie love is strong it only cares of joyful giving if we try we shall see in this bliss we cannot feel fear od dread we stop existing and start living the it feels that always love's enough for us growing so make a better world make a better place ... heal the world make it a better place for you and for me and the entire human race there are people dying if you care enough for the living make a better place for you and for me and the dream we were conceived in will reveal a joyful face and the world we once believed in will shine again in grace then why do we keep strangling life wound this earth, crucify its soul though it's plain to see this world is heavenlybe god's glow we could fly so high let our spirits never die in my heart i feel you are all my brothers create a world with no fear together we cry happy tears see the nations turn their swords into plowshares we could really get there if you cared enough for the living make a little space to make a better place ... heal the world make it a better place for you and for me and the entire human race there are people dying if you care enough for the living make a better place for you and for me ... You and for me

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

有些人一直没机会见，等有机会见了，却又犹豫了，相见不如不见。

有些事一直没机会做，等有机会了，却不想再做了。

有些话埋藏在心中好久，没机会说，等有机会说的时候，却说不出口了。

有些爱一直没机会爱，等有机会了，已经不爱了。

有些人很多机会相见的，却总找借口推脱，想见的时候已经没机会了。

有些话有很多机会说的，却想着以后再说，要说的时候，已经没机会了。

有些事有很多机会做的，却一天一天推迟，想做的时候却发现没机会了。

有些爱给了你很多机会，却不在意没在乎，想重视的时候已经没机会爱了。

人生有时候，总是很讽刺。

一转身可能就是一世。
于是，各有各的生活，各自爱着别的人。曾经一起，现在已互不相干。

即使同在一个小小的城市，也不曾再相逢。某一天某一刻，走在同一条街，也看不见对方。先是感叹，后来是无奈。

也许你很幸福，因为找到另一个适合自己的人。

也许你不幸福，因为可能你这一生就只有那个人真正用心在你身上。

很久很久，没有对方的消息了。渐渐渐渐，大家就这样越来越远。

One hour left,i 'm searching on line for nothing important thing,i get a quick change when i back from zhengzhou rest and still equivocal for current staying.

 

Almost one week for new year leave,the difficult train tickets like usual years,Benben havent go to zhengzhou for delay flight but i'm waiting here for 28th Germany trip interview.saying exhibition,this company still havent finish samples even price list,my god,I'm impatient for every step,but this called sale manager dont care about this,who knows what he should care during those days.

 

I still want to find some significance thing to learn but in fact,i still idle times everyday,maybe could find many pretext to avoid blame myself,that is why i cant find start point.

 

The times pass,the embutions loss,i feelling deep for those real tiny changes but still have no any control ability.Just like i told to myself,if my purchase journey get a dead corner,if this corner should swerve?how is direction?

The idle still carry on,the time still pass by...

 

~~alone~make a face mask~get on line~

Time passed without any mark ,yes,i changed next job and cant sure if a right choice,i just terror blank day whthin everyday which is makes everyone know the day disappear but only me...

A-mei 's song still could make my heart living and quietness,no singer could do this but A-mei.

 

I cant sure what happen on my those days,Max 's order have no news until now,i really understand today what is  no news is good news,

I exhausted about this sudden matter and get to know how hard begining the god gave me,maybe it beat my belief strongly but i should admit i learned much from it. i learned nomatter what you want to get ,you must put every attention in it,nobody's action you could believe and only one should burden the end.

 

I got Li na information those days,we havent contact almost 2 years,she stay at nanjing and prepare to marry  i sigh out how the time passes and how people changes,li dong just have his baby and gave me some call that makes just back our middle school,he is still my good nabs even though he was married and had baby now. times cant be back off but we must go forward...that is nobody could control...

 

I will go to Germany next year just for business trip, i cant sure if this is my changed chance, i want do my own enterprise but this years change makes me want move back,this company everything is beginnig... but the manager use a person dont know any foreign trade to be our director,so those days i'm not buzy and find a hard foreground for develop.i drop into and empty out ...no direction,maybe no confidence for my this choice.

 

In this world ,many moneybags ,so does ningbo, boss dont care if one decision could bring wrong result,they just care what they could think out,but normal people should changes according their one idea.

howe'er some flatterer could live better than you,though he dont have knowledge and capacity, just could perform infront of boss, that is enough,that is....